without realizing it, this is going to be my 75th entry since i started this blog more than a year ago (24 july 2004)... from the time when blogging was relatively unknown till now, the time when blogs attract spammers... =)
anyway, i've always contemplated on the essence of my writings... sometimes thinking it will bore the hell out of others, at times thinking that i sound like a kid who just wants his candy bar... but when i think about why i started this blog, all that doesn't matter... this blog is for myself and for those friends close to me... this is me, so if i do happen to bore you, well, i ain't holding a knife at your throat am i? =P
anyway, for this entry, i would just like to express a longing desire that i have always kept to myself... from when i was a kid, i've always wanted to fight... fist fight, street fighter style you know? no rules with bare hands...
sure i've been in fights before, but they're always so minor and it is usually broken up before any blood got spilled... i've never really been in a fight where i got bruised and bloodied before... and you know what? i want to get into a fight not to beat someone up, i want to be on the other end of the beating... the pain, the blood... something exhilarating bout that which i can't explain...
so there it is, my 75th entry... so much for all the talk bout the fight but i've gotta cut this entry short to return to my books...
ps: just because i have this desire for violence and pain and blood, it will NOT turn me into a serial killer or some thug...
3 comments:
from a view as a fren, i read ur blog because i wish to know that how's thing going on with u? wat i wan to know,is how is ur life,how r u recently..all this memang is bore,but still...it is wat i wan to know as a fren
hell yeah..let's fight...meow...
anonymous is right, blog is da new way to see how's everyone are. but then again, anonymous didn't leave a name...
meow? i want a fist fight not a cat fight... =)
Post a Comment